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Wednesday, November 09, 2005 7:07 PM

feeling darn sick now! gosh. everywhere is in pain. =/ !! i DONT like!
went wakeboarding yest, with my boss and some friends. fun but aching and tiring! i wan to go agn. laughs. might be going agn this sunday. gosh. my neck is like aching pain can?!


well, i'm in jiemei's hse now. just woke up. late for work alrdy and yet i'm still here blogging. but who cares la. i'm like damn tired. feel like taking mc today but cant. sighs. this job is tiring me out.


k lah. i think i hafto stop blogging here. i need to rest for a while before i head to work. tatas~

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Friday, November 04, 2005 1:26 AM

wells, went town with bell,zen and cindial. took pics. damn nice. but my eyes are all swollen! very ugly. laughs. they say i looked cock-eyed. laughs. so mean right? ate burger king and still feeling hungry! gosh, i think i'm turning into a pigg!



i cannot! i must cut down on my meals. im growing bigger each day! =x and i dont like it! owells, went momo yest, saw him.! sighs. he brought me outta momo. i felt so oh my gawd! i dont wan the feelings to be back agn. i've had enough of hurts lah! gosh. whatever~



okoks. i guess i'll blog other days. kinda busy right now. tatas peeps

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Saturday, October 22, 2005 1:43 PM

its totally over. for good. =( but gotten over it la. so long alreadyy. laughs. desmond coming back on 28!! he wants me to go fetch him. smiles. he never call me today. sad sad. =/ but its better like that. make me miss him more. laughs. i bought a topman cap for chris. dunnoe wan to pass to him anot. pass also no use. =/ was actually searching for a v neck but very hard to find. i mean i cant ind his SIZE. hahas. XL still too small. lol. =x alrites i've gotta go already. shall blog when i'm free. adios. =)

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Tuesday, October 18, 2005 3:59 PM

gosh! i feel so so so cheated. again and once again. but in fact not a bit sad, i think. laughs. gotten over it. cause he's like so, oh gosh. shall not speak about it. i cant stand it la. he's so heartless and full of bullshit. so he's got somebody right after we broke up. aww! how can he be so , yuck! totally pissed me off. gosh. i fell with the wrong one again. another flirt! GUYS should get a life. except for those diff ones. whateverr~ i'm just so pissed. feeling so cheated. he left me feeling so stunned. i couldnt believe that he did dat! left me with a messed mind and freaking hurt me so deep!!! guess i would have to look closer before i fall again. just get out of my life la. -.-

din have enough sleep yesterday. laughs. my mates woke me up with their voices so had to leave to go eat with them. just ate chicken rice so here i am. using the com typing my feelings out. hoping he'll read it and knoe how i feel. aww. i'm so silly and dumb. i shouldnt have loved him So much. no use! piece of smelly cowdung. =x only knows how to fuck around and forget to clear his shit. laughs! i'm terribly hurt and pissed. alrights. i think i better stop blabbering. gotta find new templates. tatas~

I'M TERRIBLY PISSED.!
-amelia-

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Saturday, October 08, 2005 6:58 AM

i miss my twinnie darling!! sighs. gonna see her today. saw the video with her. i miss her presence. lol. now at mac using pt friend's labtop. gonna see twinnie at 10. i miss her so damn freaking much. as for what happened lately, i've gotten over it. i guess. just glad we had a history. i decided not to brood over guys anymore. i guess thats all i hafta blog for tody. will blog tonight. tatas~

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Wednesday, October 05, 2005 2:53 AM

jus came back from work. feeling kinda restless but decided to blog for a lil while. well, din really brood over him for the last few days. kinda gotten over it. fast huh. lol. its better dis way. but i still miss him. guess i dont really hafta be so moody over it. as long as he's HAPPY i'm glad enough. single life is better i guess. 2 new girls came in from pub 82. they're doing quite well and guess its better for ah boy. i musimprove my performance. well. guess i hafta go get some rest. damn tired. gotta zhaos. bye peeps. smiles

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

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Thursday, July 28, 2005 7:00 PM

fallen in love with the show romeo and juliet already. because of HIM. lol. din blogg for damn long already. manyy stuffs happened lately. now working hard to earn money. and bell my beloved jiemei moved in to stay with me. =) evrynite we gossip till we fall asleep. like how we used to crap and laugh in school. miss those times. well~ given up and forgotten that guy. =/ i thought it was difficult but my juliet guided me thru. it took so hard for me to forget him till HE appeared. and came into my life. he's charming and much better than him. not cause of looks. its his character. i love egoistic guys. but same thing. i'm too young. ~!! -sighs- i hate that word young. young at age but not young at thinking. well~ at least he's trying to adapt to my age. anyways, i nvr really wan HIM to be mine. i dont mind WE staying in this way. it might last longer. "bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zi zai hu chen jing yong you" even if we end this jianfu yingfu relationship, i'm satisfied with the memories. the happy memories. the times we shared. but i obviously dont wanna lose him. =/ gotta zhaos. to be continued---->

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

THE SIMPLE TRUTH
amelia is the name
alcoholic =x
turning a year older, 21stDEC
ilove my beloved jiemei. loves!
music-crazy
day dreamer
dreams if being a dj
THE END

WISHLISTS
#1 new heel pumps
#2 HIM to be happy always
#3 new bag
#4 a new bed
#5 new com
#6 7610
#7 headporter hp strap
#8 moto Razr V3

CALENDAR
my bdae :)
the next wakeboarding lesson!
to see SOMEONE on 12th